Dear Jamie, You have been in my thoughts and prayers since the moment I heard the news. I can only imagine what you are going through. I have rarely seen any two people as in love as you and John, and I know you are devastated with his loss. I just re-read my brief message, and it just doesn't convey my heartfelt sympathy. It's certainly one of those times when words just can't do justice. But please know how much I care about you... how my eyes have welled up with tears more times than I can count over the last several days... and that I want to do anything I can to help you through this hard time. Please call me -- night or day -- if you need anything at all. Love, Christy Charleton