Jamie,   I just heard today about John. Denise sent me a text, she had read it in the paper. I am so very sorry. I truly do not know what to say, except that I love you guys and all of you will be in my prayers.  Of course, just like everyone says, if you need anything, please let me know. I will do anything you need...grocery shop, laundry, clean your house, run an errand...ANYTHING AT ALL. You are more than just a patient to me. You have been thru so much already, you do not deserve anything else.   With care and prayer, Becky Buckman